Why do I keep on finding “nice” boys who treat me like this?
“And isn’t that what we all want anyway? To just move on from the crime scene and start over? Because haunting would-be relationships and failed crushes isn’t healthy for anyone. The sooner you can get real with yourself and see things for what they are, the quicker you can actually end up where you want to be.”
“That’s when I finally got it. I finally understood. It wasn’t the thought that counted. It was the actual execution that mattered, the showing up for somebody. The intent behind it wasn’t enough. Not for me. Not anymore. It wasn’t enough to know that deep down, he loved me. You had to actually say it to somebody, show them you cared. And he just didn’t. Not enough.”
I hate being sick. It’s been a while since I’ve been hit with Influenza.
It’s really unpleasant.
I might have cried today over how helpless I’m feeling.
I’m not sure what I’m doing or what I’m feeling that makes me feel as if life should be different to what it is.
But I can’t let this affect me. It’s a good thing I have going on, isn’t it?
Maybe you meant it in jest, but I was irritated when you made a comment saying I wasn’t Chinese.
But I am proud of myself for correcting you and saying that I am.